planning a song for upcoming 2015

New on audio making actually.

So recently, I've been planning to make a song for my upcoming birthday on January 2015 since my last birthday has been postponed on producing a song because of those personal things happened.

This is the song that I should produced to this year, along with the other 2 songs:

(English translation was very literal.)

Bukas

Tomorrow

Intro: Paiyak iyak na lamang sa tabi Nag-iisip kung anong dapat gawin Walang pumapansin Walang pumapansin Naghihintay ng magsasabi Na magagawa mo rin Ngunit wala pa rin Wala pa rin Verse1: Naghahanap ng kausap Nananaginip mag-isa Tinatanto ang sarili Wala akong magawa Nangangarap sa bituin at himpapawid na maraming ngingiti sa bukas 'kong panalangin Refrain: Hindi 'ko na hinangad Na ako ay sumaya pa Makita 'ko lang ang aking pamilya Ako ay nagpapasalamat! Chorus: Ngunit kung hindi makuha ang aking mga gustong makamit O Dyos sino po ako upang iyong sagipin? Ang mga pangarap 'kong labing pitong taon nang malilipas Ano ang bukas? Verse2: Iniisip kung anong dapat gawin Nananalig mag-isa at Ako'y nananaginip pa rin Wala na kong magagawa Sinasaktan ang sarili Minamahal ang mga walang paki Nananaginip ika pa rin Handa na kong masaktan Refrain: Hindi 'ko na ihahangad Na ako ay sumaya pa Makita 'ko lamang sila Ay ako ay patuloy na magpapasalamat! Chorus: Ngunit kung hindi makuha ang aking mga gustong makamit O Dyos sino po ako upang iyong sagipin? Ang mga pangarap 'kong labing pitong taon nang malilipas Ano ang bukas? Pag ako'y nakatingin sa langit ng gabi Ay ako ay humihingi ng Pagkakataon na sana ako'y iyong pansinin Upang makuha ang totoong mithiin (Ngunit iniisip) Bridge: Ano nga ba ang aking nagawa Bakit ako pa ang dapat masaktan? Ginawa 'ko nang tama at sapat Hindi pa ba iyon ang lahat lahat? Ngunit hinanda 'ko na ang aking sarili Sa kung ano ang aking magiging Para sa bukas ... Coda: Paiyak iyak na lamang sa tabi Nag-iisip kung anong dapat gawin Walang pumapansin Walang pumapansin Naghihintay ng magsasabi Na magagawa mo rin Ngunit wala pa rin Wala pa rin

Intro: Still crying in the corner Thinking what should do No one notices it No one notices it Waiting for someone to say That I can do it But still, no one did Still, no one did Verse1: Waiting for someone to talk to Dreaming alone Realizing myself I have nothing to do Dreaming upon the stars and skies that many people will smile on my prayer Refrain: I don't wish for more that I'll be happier than this Just seeing my family happy then I'll be thankful for these! Chorus: But what if I didn't get of what I dreamed? O God, who am I for You to be saved? My wishes, upon my 17 years since then What will be its future? Verse2: Thinking of what to do Believing myself and I'm still dreaming of it I can't do anything anymore Hurting myself Loving those who doesn't care me Still dreaming I'm ready to be hurt Refrain: I don't wish for more That I'll be happier than this Just seeing them happy then I'll be continuing thanking for these! Chorus: But what if I didn't get of what I dreamed? O God, who am I for You to be saved? My wishes, upon my 17 years since then What will be its future? Whenever I look at the skies at night I am begging For the chance that You'll notice me To get my real wish (Still thinking) Bridge: What did I do Why I should be the one to be suffered? I did these things right and just Isn't that still not enough for You? But I already prepared myself On what will happen to me For the future ... Coda: Still crying in the corner Thinking what should do No one notices it No one notices it Waiting for someone to say That I can do it But still, no one did Still, no one did

Then the other two songs were:

2. Ito ang Aking Tula (This is my Poem)

3. Walking 

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All I can say is that, what I did was really depressing. It's a ballad-type of song that it's really dramatic. You would ask "Why did I suddenly think about that?" or "Is that really a birthday present for you?"

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First of all, the way that I compose songs originally were based on what I feel AND what I'm depressing about (is that a correct term? haha), that's the reason why I can make songs in 5-10 minutes with tune/melody already.

Later on, I told to myself not to become like that, so I began trying to compose random topics.

So this composed song is either random topic or what I feel  there. Well, I was really lonely at that time while eating at our canteen, and confused about my future if I continue on staying at Philosophy course.

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Lately, I was struck by my own composed song.

Guesss what's the name of it!~~

-kuruchi~